In Ava's dreams, her son, Noah, looks just the way she remembers him: a sweet two year old in rolled up jeans and a red sweatshirt.  When Ava wakes, the agonizing truth hits her all over again.  Noah went missing two years ago, and has never been found.  Almost everyone,  including Ava's semi estranged husband, assumes the boy drowned after falling off the dock near their Church Island home.  Ava has spent most of the past two years in and out of Seattle mental institutions,  shattered by grief and unable to recall the details of Noah's disappearance.  Now she's back at Neptunes Gate, the family estate: her strength slowly returning.  But as Ava's mind comes back into focus,  she can't shake the feeling that her family, and her psychologist, know more than they're saying. Are they worried for her well being or anxious about what she might discover?   From a smoke free home.